Well I can't think of anything to do, its midnight on a thursday and I'm not at all tired, so I guess I'm going to write. I've been holding back my bitching because its not like me to post several times in the same month.

I feel like crap on several fields. I feel like crap because I'm sick, have been since Saturday night(Sunday morning really) when I got a headache so bad I couldn't sleep, and then sunday a fever thats come and gone a few times now. I feel like crap about some things that I did, and some things I didn't do that I should have. My friend Jeff says I'm thinking about it too much, and that too much introspection doesn't just lead to finding things you don't like but in-fact leads to making up things about your self not to like. This may be damn true. I guess thats what happens when a person has as much free time as I.

I've got too much time on my hands. This is definite. I called the company I applied to the other day and they informed me that the man responsible for hiring is out of contact, on a moose hunt in Alaska. I found this very odd.

Two years ago I was out of school, high-school, and everyone was gone like this. I forgot until recent weeks just how hard it was for me then. Jeff's been bitching at me to go up to Fargo with him, I don't know that I would want to / could.

How does someone go to a school for nearly two years and not make any friends... I digress.

Winters pretty much here already, how did that happen? I need to get a start on my annual Halloween illustration... Last years was somewhat disappointing and I'm hoping for something better this year. Any ideas for it I'd love to hear them. Here are some links to the previous two...

The first halloween image...  and the second...  I really havn't done much with my Wacom in a while, a bunch of sketches but other than that nothin'

I saw a friend from high school I haven't seen in a while on saturday. We watched some anime and talked. It was good to see him... I'm not sure if he reads my live journal any more, he used to... Are you reading this? I'm down to two people who actually even acknowledge the existence of live journal any more, meka_slorne and ketinara. If you're reading this and you're someone else, give me a shout out. Hell, give me a shout out if you're one of those two too, just for kicks and giggles. Well I guess it does get forwarded to my facebook page, but I get even less comments on there.

I've been watching a lot of TV lately, more than I should. I don't have cable here in Watertown, so its all broadcast.

• Prison Break:
• New season of Prison Break doesn't even deserve to be capitalized, thats how bad it is. This man who's supposed to be a genius faked his own death and then called the cell phone of his girl friend as if he had no idea it would be tapped. Gah.
  
• House
• House, do you watch House? House is good, new season started a little slow, but has been pretty good. I have not been disappointed.
  
• Men in Trees
• Men in Trees... my dad loves this show, its quite possibly the worst new show of the season. It features Anne Heche, the previous lover of Ellen DeGeneres if I'm not mistaken. After her marriage fails she decides to live in Alaska... It features a recurring raccoon which is obviously a dog in a raccoon suit, along with lots of other lame-ities... that should so be a word.
  
• The Office
• Lastly, tonight's new episode of the Office was just lame at best... It was awkward, and just not really funny.

I need typing gloves "Gloves to where whilst I type!" as I just told Jeff... to which he replied "they call those gloves" it is so cold down here in the basement it hurts to type.

Well this is a more full size post than my last couple...

As I've been ending a lot of letters lately:

Love and Kisses,
Jesse G. Donat

Firstly, I have a job interview with a company called "LifeCycle" on Tuesday, which should be interesting. We'll see how that goes. Its a 6 to 9 month programming position, though the lady on the phone didn't have much else she could tell me about it, so in preparation I actually cut my hair... It's been two years... Whole time I was at brown never had a haircut.







It was time for it to go, it had so many split ends and I just didn't know how to manage it... I did enjoy how it kept my head warm though, I guess its time to pull out ye olde Derby and Scarf again...

My grandmother is sick, dieing actually, and that’s definitely not fun for anyone involved. A lot of people I’ve never met before, though have heard spoken of are coming out of the woodwork though, including a Native American medicine man my grandmothers apparently known his whole life. He seemed very interesting actually, though some of my relatives reactions to what he was saying was… frustrating at best. He did knock on Christianity a number of times, and that’s certain to bug a few people I know, but I say take it with a grain of salt.

On Friday I met up with a lady I've been talking to for a while now, ketinara (Her Journal is friends only, sorry) and we had a pretty good time. Played some video games and what not... She wasn't an axe murderer, so that’s a definite plus...

Well this seems like a good size mini update, so there we have it.